2012/12/10

··瞬间··


it's christmas month!!

the most excited month

because of the 2 countdown days in this month

heehee!

i love the feeling


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不知不觉

一年又过去了

就在一瞬间

感觉什么都没完成

空虚

是现在的心情

回想从前

好傻好笨好无知

但却是开心的

长大了

懂事了

不是坏事

但相等的

快乐

少了

这是代价吗?

不管是或否

是取决于自己吧?

不知道

总之我不想再浪费剩下的时间

因为我知道

将来

我会有多想念这段日子

:)

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又是一瞬间

这个学期还剩下6个星期

assignment + midterm都来迎接我们了

可是我一点都不想看到你们

/.\

认命吧

一起加油尽快搞定它们!!

呼呼~

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好了

啰嗦够了

这里的灰尘也少了

是时候走了

heehee

继续读书去吧

/.\

掰依~*

2012/11/16

··你和我··


感触良多的一天

感情真的可以让一个人改变很多

今天的话没很多

也不想啰嗦些什么

只是真的很想说

有的人

说不清哪里好

但是

谁都替代不了


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第一次

在这里po上我们的合照

超爱你的笑容

虽然你总是说你自己不够好


你就是让我如此心动


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简单悠闲的这几天

我活得很快乐

就这样

晚安,世界

:)

2012/11/11

··all about the weeks··


hii

finally i'm back

again

my bloggie is FULL OF DUST now

D:

*blow*

here am i to clean it

:P

my last post was more than one month ago

hmmmmmm

how can i so lazy during my holiday?

hehe

maybe i just have nothing to update?

:S

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new trimester started

everything goes smoothly

finally all the group's problems settled

made me so moody for few times

because we need to separate

i really don't like that

we must stick together!

heehee


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during the weekend of my week 1

went to genting highland with my jimui


because i went to this place for so much time

so i didn't expect i can have so much fun

i like the moment when we chit chat and gossip

i like the moment we eat the sweet potatoes together

i like the moment we play, scared, laugh

especially when we are playing pirate ship

we know why

:P

and what i like the most

is during the night photo shooting

it's so so so so hard for us to take photo like this

i can say this is our first time?

enjoy it so much!

i just hope we can stay for few more days during that time

but we know we can

class on the next day

and we rush back

LoL

let's plan for this kind of trip again!

cameron highland be our next station maybe?

then we have more time and chance to take photo!

then i can have more and more treasure

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

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next week is already week 4

omg!

time flies

and next week we have quite a lot holidays

and planned for outing

heehee

but we will done our work during outing too!

so we are not lazy

:P

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woah

it's 2am now

:OOO

my bed is calling me?

heehee

going back to jungle again tomorrow

time to rest

nitez all my dear

have a sweet sweet dream

x)

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sometimes

i just don't know how should i communicate with you

it's a big challenge for me!

:S

2012/10/09

··生命··


天下没有不散的宴席

这句话

或许

有人没听过

有人不了解它的意思


我深深体会

简单的9个字

叙述着不简单的意义

很多人或许不明白

但我期望

我不曾明白

生命

生 老 病 死

生命的第一章是一个开始

也就是来到这个世界

有始就会有终

最后一章自然地就是结束

也就是死亡

最近体会很多

死亡

或许下一秒就会发生

你无法很好地预防

伤心

总是难免的

突然的离开让人无法接受

但又如何

始终还是得面对现实

离开了

就是离开了

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每当看到老人家

或者任何人在筹备着

心里就有一股莫名的感伤

不管我认不认识那个人


看着他们交代着

挑选着

一切的一切

我的眼泪

总会忍不住

想到以后或许见不到了

想到以后只能看着照片回忆

就会很伤心难过

我讨厌分离

一直都讨厌着

但又有谁会喜欢呢?

与自己心爱的人,事,物分离

是谁都不愿意面对的


却总是无能为力

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死亡

太残酷

却也是对人的的一种解脱


喜欢用死亡来逃避一切

却不知道多少人为了逃离它

拼命的搏斗

世界

或许就是那么的现实与不公

我们

只能勇敢面对

活下去

寻找更好的明天

:)

2012/10/02

··let go··


holiday start

so free

i do nothing everyday

but at least i help my mum do something

hehe

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tomorrow going to eat sushi with my family

weeeeeeeeeee

i want to eat a lot!

muahaha

hope there have the sushi i like

x)

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i don't know what should i say

i try my best to be happy

but now it just too hard for me

i lost 2 little things in 3 days time

haiz

6 left

this mean that 6 times more i need to go through this

i hope i can handle it well

PomPom

remember go find your daddy JoJo

and your brother Xiao Jac

Xiao Jac

you also remember need to find both of them

R.I.P

you two will be happier in another world

i believe you will

i'll always remember and miss both of you

goodbye and good night

:')

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i must let go

so all of them will not that suffer

so stop crying

jiayou xiao xiao lyn!!

:)

2012/09/29

··Holidaysss!!··


i found that recently

it's hard for me to take a normal photo

lol

either weird or funny face

haha!

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well

i'm soooooooooo HAPPY to shout out :

HAPPY HOLIDAYSSS!!

weeeeeeeeeeeee~

after all the things

my holiday is here now!

heehee

hope i no need to re-sit

bless me

><

now forgot all the things first

just enjoy my wonderful holiday

weeeeeeee~!

3 weeks for me

my xiao xiao friends

don't miss me too much ya

see you girls on next semester!!

heehee

so

what should i do during this 3 weeks?

must do something meaningful

:D

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imagine

so many days without you again

hope we both can stand

be strong!!

soon we can meet

><

i'm sure both of us will emo

CONFIRM

D:

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during this holiday

i try to update my bloggie everyday

heehee

hope i can

don't want to leave it alone here already

so pity

i'm so sorry bloggie

:'(

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time to pack my thing!

i'm going back home soon

wait for me ya!

:)))

2012/09/13

··dreamy··


settle all the assignment

like finally

thank for everything

and also sorry for every mistake i made

:)

final is coming on tuesday

good luck to all my friends

let study like crazy this few days!

lol

XD

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yesterday night

the dream come to me again

the feeling are so real

how i wish that really happen

but

it was only just a dream

:)

and another dream after that

i feel like i'm still angry after i wake up

the feeling is too real!!

:O

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just now met a rude guy in mcd

wtf!

you don't know what is FIRST COME FIRST SERVE?

ceh!

go away larr you!

grrrrr!

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nothing much to say today

so i just start eating my note now

hi note!

let's play together

D:

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爱你

是孤单的心事


那已是过去式

:)

2012/09/07

··one last week··


time flies

next week will be the last week for this trimester

and yes

FINAL IS COMING

O M Geeeeeeee!

><

still have two assignment need to do

hope I can handle it well

while doing my assignment I also need to start study

since first day have two paper

good luck for myself!

and also my friendssssssss

heehee

:目

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wonderful friday

and someone called it "fly day"?

lol!

do you agree with it?

XD

ate steamboat just now

yummy yummy

i like it so much

next time must go with my friend

:)

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i miss you

officially missing you

my H4!!

still need to wait for 23 days to see you

soooooooooooooooooooooooo long

><

i wanna play with four of you so badly!!!

wait for me ya!

i know you miss me too

heehee

x)

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hmmmm

i think i talk too much today

hahahaha

like an idiot

:S

okie

so let me stop at here

:P

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i MUST go somewhere to play after this suffering month!!

plan for me please

:目


2012/09/04

··难道那就是成长?··


最近

漂浮于assignment与漫画之间

哈哈

突然很喜欢找回以前爱看的漫画

然后再重看一遍

不知道是不是因为长大了

经历的事比以前更多了

更成熟了

总觉得

看了以后感觉很不一样

感触很多

或许

这就是所谓的成长?

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终于在今天

搞定了全部的midterm

好迟啊

现在专心于assignment

四个assignment在同一天submit真的不是盖的

@@

大家一起加油吧!

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我答应自己的

我有做到

在最后的那一天

我们说走就走

哈!

这才是J的作风

we don't need a plan!

we just do when we want to

:P

很冲动地买了BR

哈哈

可惜没有我想要的口味了

:'(

不过没关系

有总比没有好

有那么多

我可以慢慢享用了

heehee


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好了

啰嗦够了

睡觉去呗!

如果我睡得着

最近失眠啦

明天要早起的说

对我好一点

拜托

><

晚安, 大家

:)

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看到你幸福的样子

我真心地觉得

you deserve it!

勇敢的走下去

我知道你们可以

:)

2012/08/30

··疯?··


无所事事的一个晚上

计划泡汤

没关系

反正我也不太舒服

:S

明天最后一天

我要去疯狂!!

stay real!!

呼呼~!

不知道去不去得成

我还要做assignment

><

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今天很多人打给我

我也不懂为什么

哈哈

我爸叫我不要出门

他怕有净联盟

LoL

好吧

如你所愿

我现在乖乖在家好了

heehee

:P

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现在满脑都想着放假我要去玩

谁要陪我去玩?!

我的脑里已经有名单了

嘿嘿

我家的那几个

你们跑不了的啦

还有平常的那几个也是

当然少不了要带山猪一起去玩

哈哈哈哈哈

快点想我们要去哪里玩!

XD

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很喜欢一句话

每件事的情况坏到一个程度的时候

就会好转

因为实在是坏不下去了

很有道理的说

哈哈

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有些事过去了

就别再去改变它

就让它这样继续下去

因为

维持现状未必是件坏事

别破坏你对它的美好回忆

:)


2012/08/29

··你给的温柔··



好忙好累

最近大家都睡不好

甚至没有办法睡

自食其果

还好最后都顺利完成

虽然有点一塌糊涂

@@

assignment

每天都在倒数着还剩下多少份


谢谢你

总是陪在我身边

就算你不能帮到什么

但那已是给我最大的安慰

谢谢你

:)

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不知不觉

我最爱的八月还剩下那么几天

忙碌


忙到不可开交的八月


却充实

我这样安慰着自己

最后的2天

希望你可以对我好一点

我发誓!

在这最后的两天里

我一定要疯狂的放松一次!

XD

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想家了

没有什么

就只是单纯的想念而已

没有低落的情绪

没有不开心

只是想回回家

感受家人给的温暖

感受那别人给不了的快乐


对我来说

就是那么简单而已

简单

却重要

:)

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回到现实

继续忙碌的那个自己

加油

晓晓琳!

继续撑下去

开心的日子

就可以来临

:D

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就连在梦里

我都能感受到你对我的呵护

那份温柔

是多么的让人舍不得放手



2012/08/27

··crazy week··


still the same

assignment assignment and assignment

4 submission + 3 presentation

omg!

next week will be a horrible week

but never mind

after that i can be more relax than others

but only for a while

><

7 subjects are really not that easy to handle

but it's a good experience!

am crazy

ignore please

lol!

assignment made me crazy

oh my

later must continue to date with it again

T^T

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go out when i'm alone at home

after i back from outside

still

alone at home

:S

a bit scare weyy

i wish that you were here

yea

i wish

:(

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music are the only one with me tonight

hmmm

and assignment maybe

:S

okay

time to go back to the reality

hi assignment

here am i to date with you again

T^T

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many things may change

but not my heart

i promise

:)

2012/08/23

··dark side··



suddenly

the feeling of update my bloggie is so strong

even my lappy is not with me now

i don't know why

i just did

how i wish i'm home now

with my family

and the four little things

how nice

yes

maybe i start to be emo again

but not that emo

at least i can control myself now

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holiday end

all my day fill with assignmentssss now

so rush

start to regret not to start it earlier

but how?

the same thing happened in every trimester

repeat and repeat

this is student's common problem

lol

not all

but most of us

heehee

:P

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planning for redang trip

but failed

never mind

let's change the plan!

J are always the one not following the plan

yea right?

huhu

XD

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time to stop

back to my music world

here i come

:))

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do you love me

even with my dark side

·
·
·
?

2012/08/17

··peaceful··



你有一掌温暖的手心
把我的忧伤静静抚平
我再也散不去
对你的依赖
望着你

灰蓝的天,淡色的云
褐色的眼,温柔不语
你说你又要出发去旅行
我的心跟着你
启程去火星

眼睛看着你
眉毛想着你
笑的脸
我的心又蜿蜓越过基隆海边
歌里的情话
唇里的笑靥
烦恼无边
难道这就是爱
水里的留言

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finally i found this music

the music made me feel peace

the music can calm my mood

yea

i love this music

2012/08/16

··只是想念你··



突然

那感觉好强烈

我不该在这时候看见你

突然

全都浮现在脑海

那感觉

是那么的矛盾

有多少次庆幸因为有你

但现在望着过去

却无能为力

好痛

多少次的夜晚

多少次的陪伴

多少次都因为你而笑着的夜晚

荧幕前

我们

都真心的笑着

开心着

但现在

不见了

没有了

回不去了

执着

又能怎样


回不去的

始终

回不去

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从来没人知道

不开心的夜晚

我特别想你

也没有人知道

当时的每一晚

我都因为你

而上线